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Adventures in preserving: jam

June 26, 2016 by Clare Yazbeck in Feast

This year, I’ve been taken by preserving in a way I hadn’t expected. I don’t grow my own food, so I wasn’t prompted to preserve out of necessity (no heaving fruit trees on my apartment balcony!). But I do eat seasonally and locally so I want to make the most of what’s around me.  Plus the preserving process is rather mysterious and magical, who wouldn’t be curious?

Of all the forms of preserving, I had no idea jam making would instantly take hold like it has. Not in some quaint grandmotherly way, but boldly, effervescently, deliciously. It has taken me on some exuberant adventures and rekindled the quiet joy of making and giving. Really.

I wasn’t introduced or exposed to preserving in the traditional way, where it is passed down the generations as a vital skill to preserve surplus produce from going to waste, to provide food through the winter and a varied diet throughout the year. I didn’t grow up seeing my mum make preserves other than the year she ran the jam and pickles stall at my primary school fete. These days, I’m not alone in this experience. For most people, preserving is something their grandmother used to do.

Yet even without much of a personal connection to it, my curiosity drew me in, and I have my mother to thank for cultivating that. She instilled in me an openness to be inspired by what is around me and the confidence to try new things and find my own way.

slow diaries Cornersmith jam
slow diaries Cornersmith

As I was becoming interested in preserving, it was this spirit of curiosity and adventure that I recognised in the story of the Cornersmith café and picklery. Cornersmith has taken a home cook’s foray into preserving (when Alex Elliott-Howery was at home with her small children in Sydney and seeing fruit literally falling off the trees in her neighbourhood and carpeting the ground), to opening a café incorporating their preserves and a local community produce trading system, and then establishing a picklery to expand production and to teach and inspire others.

The cookbook ties it all together and encourages others to make their own way into preserving too. Structured in chapters based on the seasons (my favourite kind of cookbook), it offers an understanding of how to preserve with the seasons and incorporate what you’ve made into meals throughout the year. In this way, it deftly integrates the tradition of preserving into modern life.

Refreshingly relaxed in its approach, the book makes accessible what could be intimidating: sterilising jars, fermenting and the mysterious setting point of jam. I love its sense of humour about the sometimes wild ride of preserving, including offering full permission to have a gin and lie down when it all goes wrong!

slow diaries jam

Knowing that it was possible to have a go at preserving without any experience or special equipment, to try and not really have a clue if it was going to work out, made starting out easier because I didn’t expect perfection the first time or every time.

It let me go with the wildly unrealistic notion of making my first ever batch of jam on a Monday morning before work (because I’d been side tracked on Sunday night and it was now or never with the macerated blackberries!) and having to run out the door, unsure if the jam had set and leaving my kitchen splattered with sticky purple spots and smears. When I came home, I popped open a jar and discovered to my great delight that the jam had indeed set and was heavenly – gloriously glossy, with the zing of lemon zest and juice to cut through the sweetness.

I was amazed that I could make something this good first-go. I was hooked. As much as I enjoy pickling and I'm wide-eyed about exploring fermentation, somehow jam making became my first love. In a few short months, I’ve made two batches of blackberry jam, two of strawberry, rhubarb and rosewater jam and one of lime and ginger marmalade.

slow diaries jam
slow diaries jam

Mostly, the chaos continues. It feels like my jam making has a life of its own and I’m feeling my way through with some guidelines from the cookbook but mostly trusting my instincts. And yes, I still rather optimistically decide to make jam when I don’t really have the time. Like when I attempted to make it while also slow roasting brisket – rather distracting, don’t try it! Or when I was up until midnight making marmalade because it took forever to thinly slice a kilogram of limes with a blunt knife and I somehow missed the detail in the recipe which said they would need to simmer for an hour and a half before beginning the setting process, and at that point there was no turning back!

Of course, I’ve had some failures. Two attempts at quince and apple jam did not work out. After spending hours peeling, chopping and softening the fruit and then setting the jam late into the night, I really did feel like taking Alex’s suggestion of having a gin and a lie down! It hasn’t put me off though and I’ve found ways to salvage my imperfect jam.

slow diaries jam

Looking back on the delight I’ve taken in the magical, addictive process, I can see jam making goes beyond being a purely practical way to preserve surplus food, or to have something nice to eat.

Even though we don’t need to eat seasonally or preserve food if we don’t want to these days, and many of us have let go of the practice in favour of time and convenience, a growing number of us do want to. I believe we preserve not because we’ll necessarily be at good at it, or because we have time to kill (as I can attest!). Rather, we want to find the time to make something from scratch because we are curious and because we know the rewards are worth the effort. When we start making, our appreciation grows by understanding what goes into crafting something so personal so proficiently. We can also be confident of what ingredients and care have gone into making it.

slow diaries jam
slow diaries jam

Jam won’t cure our ills (or slim our waistlines) but I believe it nourishes us in ways that are just as vital and therapeutic. Rather than the norm they used to be, homemade preserves are a rare treat these days. That’s why I enjoy giving so much of what I’ve made away - to my family, to a friend going through a tough time, in a birthday cake to share with colleagues, or to thank a generous dinner party host.

I like to think of the people I care about having a moment of pleasure over tea and toast in the morning, with scones for afternoon tea, or eating it straight out of the jar with a spoon, as one friend likes to do! That they go out of their way to let me how much they’ve enjoyed my jam and marmalade, and have felt compelled to share it with others, tells me we’re all craving this nourishment, care and connection, even if we didn’t realise it. Don’t you think?

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June 26, 2016 /Clare Yazbeck
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slow diaries a slow summer picnic

A slow summer picnic

February 14, 2016 by Clare Yazbeck in Feast
slow diaries a slow summer picnic

I’ve surfaced from a few weeks of summer holidays and letting go of routine for a while. Nature, on the other hand, has continued at full tilt. Right now, a trip to the farmers’ market is a heady time, leaving my basket heaving with produce – stone fruit, berries, capsicums, zucchini, sweet corn, tomatoes, cucumbers and more – and my imagination buzzing with possibilities.

So the other weekend, we decided to make the most of the gorgeous weather and inspiration from the summer harvest and celebrate with a picnic. We found a quiet spot in Melbourne's Royal Botanic Gardens, and gained a new perspective on time, space and pleasure in the process.

slow diaries a slow summer picnic

We feasted on tomato and zucchini flower tarts; our favourite goats cheese from Holy Goat; ham off the bone, salad leaves and a baguette with my first batch of bread and butter cucumber pickles. We finished with a beautifully soft fluffy yoghurt cake studded with strawberries and blueberries, topped with a salty sweet crumble and served with the wonderful Schulz Organic cream, plus more tiny strawberries from an Italian family I’ve come to know.

slow diaries a slow summer picnic
slow diaries a slow summer picnic
slow diaries a slow summer picnic
slow diaries a slow summer picnic

It was one of those special, spacious afternoons where time seemed to pass slowly, generously. Everything had been catered for, so all we had to do was savour it.

It got me thinking about how we could enjoy the time we had because we had given ourselves permission to take it, purely for pleasure. There was nowhere else to go and nothing else contemplated. We let go of the to-do list and distractions, and surrendered to the simplicity of a leisurely afternoon of food, conversation and rest.

Unlike our everyday lives where we can feel bullied by time and the drive to squeeze more out of every minute, time felt different that afternoon. It felt bigger, more generous and open, and we wanted to spend it differently. We were free to tune into what felt good in that moment and do that, like lying under the tree and watching its branches wave in the breeze. Other picnickers also seemed happy to relax and enjoy each other's company and when they did have the urge to move, it was gentle too – throwing a frisbee, playing bocce or hide and seek with the children. 

As we immersed ourselves in the spaciousness, I noticed that it was different because we had made the conscious choice to carve out the time, to create that space, and to let go in the way we do on holidays. So I wondered, can we experience this in our everyday lives more than we think? Are time and space a state of mind, a way of being?

slow diaries a slow summer picnic
slow diaries a slow summer picnic
February 14, 2016 /Clare Yazbeck
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slow diaries spring lunch

Feasting on the seasons: a spring lunch on the NSW south coast

November 22, 2015 by Clare Yazbeck in Feast, Explore

When spring comes around, it can inspire a kind of fervour. There is visceral excitement, even ecstasy, as we rush to embrace the warmer weather and lighter foods – to welcome the new. There is so much green, so many sweet pink and white blossoms, and so much promise.

As much as I love spring’s heady rush, I have come to realise that I love the turn of every season and the incremental transitions within each one: to welcome its arrival and feast on its fleeting abundance, then let it go and turn to what comes next. The seasons teach me to be present with what is available and to accept what is not. They ground me and provide a rhythm I can flow with.

slow diaries spring feast

They are also a huge source of creative inspiration for me. Each week, I survey what is on offer and take up the invitation to imagination and invention: What can I make with this? How can I savour it before it passes and the next wave arrives? How can I preserve it for later?

The seasons also have their own curious intelligence. Somehow, they know to bring just what my body craves at that time. In winter, I love the substance of root vegetables and brassicas, and the heartiness of slow cooked casseroles. When spring arrives, I delightedly let them go (along with my winter coat!) and embrace the freshness of all the green vegetables, the abundance of sweet milk and the arrival of bright red strawberries.

The seasons also call us to share in their bounty - to gather friends, family and neighbours to enjoy these moments before they are gone, and to celebrate their return each year.

This is just what I got to do when I visited my friend Lean on the south coast of New South Wales. It was an opportunity to spend time getting to know this beautiful part of the world that Lean calls home and shares on her lean + meadow blog, and to do the things we love best – exploring the countryside and beaches and visiting local farms, producers and artisans. And what better way to tie it all together than to put on a seasonal feast to share with friends.

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slow diaries Berry Sourdough

We celebrated spring with a classic Sunday roast, south coast style. So that meant a stop at Jim Wild’s oyster farm at Greenwell Point for Sydney rock oysters, a trip to Berry Sourdough for brunch and bread, picking up strawberries from the farm gate down the road, popping into the deli for Pines milk and crème fraiche, and pulling over on the side of the road to forage the prettiest pink wildflowers. Not to mention Lean’s discovery of a honeysuckle bush in her backyard to make cordial.

slow diaries spring feast

It was the loveliest languid lunch that began with canapés and drinks on the lawn and ended several hours later drinking tea, playing with the dogs and watching the storm clouds roll in across the ocean and the valley below.

Our south coast spring Sunday lunch

Freshly shucked Sydney rock oysters with mignonette
Broad bean smash on Berry Sourdough
Homemade honeysuckle cordial

Roast chicken with herbs, garlic, lemon and butter
Green salad of pea tendrils, asparagus and freshly shelled peas
Roast kipfler potatoes with rosemary

Strawberry and rhubarb tart with hazelnut spelt pastry + honey crème fraiche

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slow diaries spring feast
slow diaries spring feast
slow diaries spring feast
slow diaries spring feast

For me, greens are the essence of spring so a feast at this time of year would not be complete without them. I love making salads like the one we had but I also couldn’t resist featuring broad beans. They are one of my spring favourites and every year, I’m excited to see them return. I don’t mind the work involved in peeling and cooking them because I know the reward is worth it. There are so many ways to enjoy them but this smash is a particular delight, and a brilliant alternative to the ubiquitous smashed avocado. For our lunch, we used it as a canapé but it’s also great for brunch on toast with a poached egg.

slow diaries broad bean smash

Broad bean smash

Around 200g fresh podded broad beans (fava beans) (about 600g unpodded)
¼ bulb of young spring garlic with its green stem (or substitute 1 clove), finely chopped
¼ cup finely chopped fresh mint
50ml extra virgin olive oil
Juice and half the zest of 1 large lemon
Freshly ground pepper and sea salt flakes
½ tsp sumac (optional – I like the extra lemony zing it brings)

Take the broad beans from their pods and blanch them in boiling water for 2-3 minutes (depending on their size). Drain, refresh in cold water and drain again to cool before peeling the outer skin. Using a mortar and pestle, pound the garlic with ½ teaspoon of salt into a paste then add the peeled broad beans, mint, lemon zest, pepper and sumac (if using) to taste until you have a rough, textured mixture (you can also use a food processor but be careful not to over-process). Gradually add the lemon juice and olive oil to the desired consistency and taste.

Serve on sliced sourdough baguette or put everything out and allow people to serve themselves – be warned, they’re likely to want generous servings!

Big thanks to Lean, Jakob, their friends, dogs Taj and Wilson, and all the people, places and produce of the south coast that made it such a memorable visit and glorious lunch.

slow diaries spring feast
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November 22, 2015 /Clare Yazbeck
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Weekend with the Dailys brunch country farm Australia

Weekend with the Dailys

August 16, 2015 by Clare Yazbeck in Feast, Explore, Connect

In April I met a group of women at a week-long slow living retreat led by Beth Kirby of Local Milk. Among us was Annabelle Hickson of The Dailys, who lives with her young family on a pecan farm in the Dumaresq Valley in inland northern New South Wales.

We were all enchanted by the way Annabelle captures the beauty in her daily life so there was talk of making a road trip out to visit her. It’s a testament to Annabelle that we were willing to travel from far and wide for a long weekend, and for two new friends to join us.

Our Weekend with the Dailys was about being inspired by the beauty of Annabelle’s world and embracing the fun of adventure and creative play that grown ups can too readily let go.

Weekend with the Dailys shelling pecans

Annabelle introduced us to her husband, Ed and their three gorgeous children. She showed us her cottage on the hill, her brilliantly transformed studio and the ethereal tobacco barns where her beautiful shoots of foraged foliage and flowers often take place.

Weekend with the Dailys tobacco sheds Australia
Weekend with the Dailys Australia farm pecans
Weekend with the Dailys Australia farm pecans
slow diaries Weekend with the Dailys foliage

Annabelle also opened up her local community and introduced us to wonderful people, places and stories.

Her neighbours, Julia and Philip Harpham at Moorabinda Station, were our generous hosts. Not only did they offer up their 1940s shearers’ quarters (which inspired us no end), they took us searching for brumbies, up the hill to drink Prosecco as the sun set over their 10,000 acre property, and they entertained us with their stories of growing up and making a life in the region.

Weekend with the Dailys farm winter sunset champagne
Weekend with the Dailys Australia farm sunset champagne photographer
        Image by Lean Timms

        Image by Lean Timms

Other neighbours, Paul and Jenny Magner, invited us into the home they had built from scratch to hear their inspiring story of healing, self-sufficiency and sustainability.

As they hunt, gather and grow most of what they eat, Paul brought us back to the heart of knowing where our food comes from by showing us how to kill, pluck and prepare two chickens and a duck for us to cook that night.

My parents grew up on farms but as a city girl I hadn’t witnessed this before so I have to admit I was a little apprehensive. However, Paul’s quiet, confident manner put me at ease. We went with him to catch the birds and he explained the process to us so we both understood and knew what to expect before he swiftly and respectfully killed them for us, and then took us through scalding, plucking and preparing them.

I was sobered and grateful for bearing witness to the reality of what consuming meat involves and surprisingly relieved at how simple it is and how mindful it can be. I wondered how we’d all feel if we connected with our food in this way.

slow diaries weekend with the dailys rooster
slow diaries weekend with the dailys
Weekend with the Dailys farm chicken duck

In further unstinting country hospitality, Paul and Jenny made pizzas in their outdoor wood fired oven with the toppings we brought to share.

Weekend with the Dailys rolling pizza dough
Weekend with the Dailys making pizza home made

Then there was the magic of what we created together back at the Moorabinda shearers' quarters, the most idyllic setting for our winter gathering in the Australian bush.

The modest quarters were made cosy by foliage, open fires and candlelight. We warmed ourselves on the cool nights with hot toddies and hot water bottles, and we gently greeted the mornings sipping cardamom and vanilla-infused coffee. I remember lying in bed at night thinking of the shearers who had been here over the years and what kind of life it must have been, moving about from station to station. And how did they wrestle with the vagaries of the wood-fired oven to fill their hungry bellies? We novices had our work cut out for us deciphering the oven's secrets and we yielded to the respect it commanded for simple, unfussy food.

But don't for a second think we didn't see beauty and inspiration all around us. The smallest details brought sighs of wonder and delight, such as grasping the roots of enormous cabbages, exploring the stillness of the woolshed and setting the table in the creamy long grass outside.

There was joy to be found in every moment - from raucous laughter as we sat around after dinner to the gentle conversation that unfolds when you are completely absorbed and time feels suspended, like a dream.

Weekend with the Dailys farm shearers quarters camp fire brunch Australia
Weekend with the Dailys cabbages Australia
Weekend with the Dailys coffee Exchange Stores Nundle
Weekend with the Dailys brunch spinach torte Exchange Stores Nundle
Weekend with the Dailys Australia shearing shed wool

A particularly dreamy highlight was taking part in preparing and sharing the Sunday Suppers winter brunch we adapted for our Australian bush setting. It was a loving dedication to slow living and the challenge of trying our hand at making bagels from scratch and negotiating with our wood-fired oven.

Our Sunday Suppers Winter Brunch Menu
Homemade everything bagels with nigella and poppy seeds
Tea and ginger cured barramundi
Whipped cream cheese with lemon, crème fraiche and olive oil
Citrus salad with a warm honey, lemon and sparkling wine dressing
Pecan tart with honey

Weekend with the Dailys forming bagels Sunday Suppers brunch
Weekend with the Dailys Sunday Suppers brunch bagels
Weekend with the Dailys Sunday Suppers brunch citrus salad
Weekend with the Dailys Sunday Suppers brunch pecan tart
Image by Lean Timms of lean + meadow

Image by Lean Timms of lean + meadow

Image by Lean Timms of lean + meadow

Image by Lean Timms of lean + meadow

You can read more about our brunch and all the other wonderful things we got up to in the Weekend with the Dailys ebook. You can view and download the ebook for free here and perhaps be inspired to create your own country gathering.

Most of all, I hope you are encouraged to seek out some adventure and play for yourself, especially if you're a grown up. Stuart Brown describes play as intensely pleasurable. It energises and enlivens us. It eases our burdens. It renews our natural sense of optimism and opens us up to new possibilities. I left the weekend feeling all of those things and returned home full of inspiration and eager to keep up the creative momentum in my daily life. It was just what I needed. It's what we all need.

Heartfelt thanks to Annabelle, Ed, Julia, Philip, Jenny, Paul and all the Weekend with the Dailys women.

Weekend with the Dailys country road Australia
August 16, 2015 /Clare Yazbeck
Winter
Feast, Explore, Connect
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